WHAT THE HELL
This is insane.
I'm on the 1MBPS connection (as opposed to 56k at the other house) and can't game because of this fast. What do you do on high speed if you can't game? Download things? Watch YouTube? I can't go out because my car is in the shop until Sunday, and my friends are an hour away. All there is is TV, but it's TV. It's too dark to go walking... I can't write or draw, I'm too tired and need something mindless to do.
This is insane. It's like being inside of an amusement park, but you can't ride anything.
It hurts badly. My head hurts badly. My stress from the work week keeps piling on. Every urge I get, I push it down and push it down. It never gets resolved, only festers. Last week, my period barely lasted 2 days (It's normally 3-4) and my mood through the entire period was horrible (my mood swings dissappear as it starts). I am starting to think this withdrawl is doing worse to me than i t should.
I'm on the 1MBPS connection (as opposed to 56k at the other house) and can't game because of this fast. What do you do on high speed if you can't game? Download things? Watch YouTube? I can't go out because my car is in the shop until Sunday, and my friends are an hour away. All there is is TV, but it's TV. It's too dark to go walking... I can't write or draw, I'm too tired and need something mindless to do.
This is insane. It's like being inside of an amusement park, but you can't ride anything.
It hurts badly. My head hurts badly. My stress from the work week keeps piling on. Every urge I get, I push it down and push it down. It never gets resolved, only festers. Last week, my period barely lasted 2 days (It's normally 3-4) and my mood through the entire period was horrible (my mood swings dissappear as it starts). I am starting to think this withdrawl is doing worse to me than i t should.
posted by Ruya @ 8:36 PM
1 Comments:
At 1:34 PM,
Ruya said…
I'm glad to have helped. I haven't made many posts but I will make another after I visit the psychiatrist on the 21st. I hope my experiences and the links I left on this blog can keep helping you!
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